the sad, the good, and the very good!

There has been a lot of stuff on my mind lately.. some are good, some are very good, and some makes me reallly sad. oh, life.

about the sad things first..
Lately i had a weird dream about a certain person, an ex friend (are there such things? i'm so evil sighs) so to speak whom made me feel betrayed and hurt deeply those who read this blog few months back shall know. In the dream i saw a kid who looked like her so much and then i cried so badly until i wake up. i think there was another dream which involves crying too but i can't remember it well. Mungkin kebawa" mimpi gini gara" i always hold things inside. When i confronted her a few months ago with my friends i was the only girl there not crying. I may be red all over but i did not cry. And i didn't cry at all afterwards, but a month ago i started crying when all my other friends are done with it. It's always like this, i'm always the one with the tough face but apparently more fragile inside. Di hari-hari menjelang konfrontasi, when things get worse i couldn't sleep well either i always have these weird dreams involves running or appearing naked that i'd rather not sleep or sleep very late so i won't have any dreams because those dreams makes me tired when i wake up. i have to admit i miss her, we all do but it's really hard to forget what she did. hufff..
Anyway, pasti kepikiran gini gara" gw mesti ngomong sesuatu ke dia nih..professionally sih, sort of.. duh mesti dilakukan immediately nih brarti..

The good thing is..
I will be interning next monday di Research International Indonesia! yeaaaaaa!!! it's a member of WPP group and it's office is in Kuningan at the Brand Spankin new Menara Karya across the street from Gran Melia wiiihiiiiiii Excited!!!
Lalu.. The plane to Paris is booked and visas are to be processed next week! aduuhh mudah"an jadi!!!!
ALso, i've been appointed jadi Koordinator Humas HMJIA. always happy to work with my friends! Awalnya sama ketua HM baru si Tofan ditawarinnya jadi bendahara, tapi gw bosen megang duit muluu (teah..) kalo di kepanitiaan akhirnya tukeran deh sama chichi yang memang ingin belajar megang duit dan bosen jadi humas mlulu hahahaha pas banget daaahhh memang chi" is the best! :D yang bikin senang adalah proker" yang masuk di Humas asikkk misalnya community development, reuni adm, mading.. hihihihi excited!

and The Very VERY good Thing..
is a secret! :p

aduhhh i really want to write..
i do i really do but i'm feeling such a crazy mix of things of feelings.
i can't focus.

he looked good today..
*sigh*

Oh someday I know
someone will look into my eyes
and say, "Hello, you're my very special kitten,"
So if you rescue me,
I'll never have to be alone again
I'll never have to be alone again

are you my true friend??

Create your own Friend Test here

Take my test!! and see how well you know me!! and then make your own so i can fill out yours!!!
:D

under a blanket on a rainy day

that's how he makes me feel..

*hihi..

can anybody help me find the mp3 download?? please.. ;D

If You Rescue Me (Chanson Des Chats)

If you rescue me,
I'll be your friend forever,
Let me in your bed,
I'll keep you warm in winter,
All the kiddies are playing
and they're having such fun,
I wish that could happen to me,
But if you rescue me,
I'll never have to be alone again.
Oh the cars drive so fast
and the people are mean,
and sometimes it's hard to find food,
let me into your room,
I'll keep you warm and amused,
all the things we can do in the rain
If you rescue me,
I'll be your friend forever,
Let me in your bed,
I'll keep you warm in winter,
Oh someday I know
someone will look into my eyes
and say, "Hello, you're my very special kitten,"
So if you rescue me,
I'll never have to be alone again x 3

ga jelas!

huaduuu sudah lama tidak menulis di blog..

so many stories especially these past few weeks.
tapi takut i might jinx it. cuz it's reeeeeelllyyyy good hihihihi

:p

ga jelas!