WoD

the word of the day is
ANXIOUS

mengapa hey mengapa?
karena oh karena it is decided..

Sidang Skripsi
Nama : Jinitya Yasmine Basarah
NPM: 0904100218
Hari / Tanggal : Jumat 20 Juni 2008
Ruangan : M104

oh doakan ya..

and i'm also anxious waiting for my parents to come home from their second honeymoon to europe. i hope my mom's not pregnant, it'd be too weird.. but i am anxious mostly because she bought me an anya kennedy bag :p hahahahhahahaha

updates!

hyaaahh sudah lama tidak ngablog hihihi.. soo updates!

1. i have finished my thesis!! yay! double yay! am currently waiting for a call from the faculty regarding the sidang shedule.. deg deg degaaan...

2. am seriously considering on not doing corporate work.. i am seriously considering to build my own business..

Right now i am trying to work out a business plan. I've always wanted to be involved in fashion business. i know it's very common, etc. etc. but hey, why not give it a try. it's not about how many competitors out there it's about how far do you dare to DIFFERENTIATE right? ,)

I've gathered muses, ideas, trying to draw a picture of the girl i am striving to dress, which, unsurprisingly very similar to.. ME. yeah, big news.. :p speaking of muses,

3. am currently musing over (is that the right term?) miss Daisy Lowe of London.

Above, photographed with carrot stick like then boyf Will Cameron Jr. of Blondelle.. She's now dating Mark Ronson! yes, the music producer.. yes, the one who won 3 grammys, yes yes, the one who found Amy Winehouse and what's her name? Can't believe i forgot..


4. currently also loving Flight of Conchord! It's a band, it's an HBO series and they are hilarious! hihihi i even passed it to my dear boyf already and he loves it too. it's about 2 new zealander trying to make it big in NY. they sing like they are drunk and absolutely idiotically funny!


And that's about it! :D

Holy Golightly!!

SKIRPSIKU SUDAH SELESAI!!!!!

YAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!! YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!!

I can sleep better.. way way better now.. wuihihihihihihihihi..
sekarang tinggal menunggu jadwal sidangnya sahaja..

deg-degan juga sih hihihi

alhamdulillaah.. i feel like hugging everybody ni hihihihi

*HUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSS**

:)))

i have decided to discipline myself to need my boyfriend less.

although the weekend seem much more blissful
being the less busier end sucks on weekdays

i want to be a domestic goddess

this is currently my latest obsession heeheehee

semua berawal karena sejak di rumah gue masang indovision mata gue ngga pernah jauh-jauh dari channel discovery travel and living, dari acara globe trekker, passport to europe, jamie olivers' cooking shows and my ever favourite : nigella express!!

lately gue jadi suka masak-masak..
yes dear friends and relatives i can cook now ahahahahaha

there's something 'strangely therapeutic' -as nigella puts it- in cooking, i find it especially in crushing a garlic, chopping it and watching it cooked in oil. it's true! so far i've cooked pasta with pesto sauce, a simple dinner of pok chay and aceh omelette 'asam sunti'. and also the most successful of all.. Lasagna!!

the lasagna has been approved by my sister, my dad, (they wanted 3rd helpings) my dear friend chichi and my ever munching boyfriend.. ahahhaha and please note : I DID NOT RECEIVE ANY HELP FROM MY MOM. she's been out of town and just got back last night. (and she brought me cookbooks! hueheuhe)

and so yes, i am very proud of myself! hee hee hee..

and i am quite obsessed with nigella lawson.. she makes cooking looks easy and relaxing and really really sexy. and she has this great british accent. i watch her show taking notes of the recipes, drooling, and crossing my heart and hoping to turn into something like her in a few years haahhaha

weekend kemarin karena gue sakit, gue dan abang nonton tv aja di rumah, terus dia pamitan mau pulang pas kita lagi nontonnya channel discovery t&l. he hugged me and said ' see you in a bit my Kat'. he was referring to Kat von D of LA Ink, his favourite show. and i sulked, 'nooo i want to be nigella.. Kat can't cook!' haha

that's a bit stupid ain't it? but i am determined :
i SHALL be a domestic goddess!!!!!! :D

anyways, this is Nigella Lawson and Kat von D..
oh dear, the differences of men and women's mind..

i thank, you..

We are all used to saying thanks
we express it verbally when we get small favours
or give a token of something when the help is more than just a favor

when it's a teacher or authority figures we give little useful souvenirs
when it's a friend we make sure we're always by their side, supporting
when it's our parents we try to be obedient and fulfill their wishes and dreams

but what do we give, what do I give when the favor is so heartfelt?
more than a small favor, more than a help

one that give me more than just ease, but also peace of mind
the luxury of knowing not only will there be someone to cradle me when i cry, he will also bring a smile back to me.
the assurance that everything bad won't be as bad
and appreciation for the small blessings i overlooked

one that i just realised today, made me a better Me?

potential signs of breakdown

i got home from campus around 2 and sat in front of the tv and eat a bowl of indomie goreng and stayed there unlifting my ass watchin HBO for the next 3 hours. and that my friend are potential signs of a break down.

I dont usually watch TV that much
I dont usually eat instant noodles impulsively. heck i don't even eat it once a few months.

care to ask WHY anyone?

reason number 1 is beacuse i am sooo fed up doing my thesis!!
the sight, the smell, of my beloved campus makes me want to puke. and so are the streets! i endure the 30 minute drive towards it cursing every goddamn motorcycles and non-pedestrian (the governments are too busy to build any sidewalk on minor streets) along the way.

reason number 2 is i am sooo fed up with my f-ing pembimbing skripsi!
He is SUCH a perfectionist! i know i know it's for my own good.. but why WHY?? WHY? does he never, NEVER cut me some slack? and if any of the other professor cut me slack, he cut THEM! goodness!! i just want my bachelor degree! is that too much to ask??? I need to GET ON with my LIFE jerk!

reason number 3 is i am contemplating on fraud attempts..
one thing i learned going to campus today after discussing things with my friends: when you face a dead end fraud is the answer. FUCKIN FRAUD IS FINE MY FRIEND! ha! right now i got little voices inside my head trying to justify things if then i fraud it.. "it's ok, it's just a teensy weensy manipulations.. " "it's not like you killed anyone" "oh come on, do you want to get that degree or not?" and the most poserful one "everyone's doing it! your seniors did! your friends encouraged you! your juniors will, betcha! maybe even your professors did back in the days!"
i am a corrupt student. there i admit it.

reason number 4 i am soo pressured seeing my friends doing their thesis
it's weird i know. but i hate seeing them ahead of me, or doing it slower than i do. i wish they're not doing it at all. i wish we don't need to do any of this at all and graduate anyway!!! why? because it's TIRING. and when we see each other we will, we MUST ask each other how our thesis' are going. or else we'd be like parents meeting and not asking about each others' kids' it's just plain rude.. and it's DEPRESSING!

and on top of all that i chipped my teeth this weekend! my front tooth! i look like a witch! it happened when i was having dinner with my boyfriend and afterwards i can't kiss him without being cautious or i'd hurt him. which i already did. and he gave a big 'ouch' beore letting me go. and that is so not sexy to have when you're kissing. never sexy, i might add..

oh.. why didn't i develop a smoking habit? or drinking?? it shouldn't be too late to adopt the later right? afterall i love cocktails..

oh fuck..

(to all parties that might be in any sort of way offended by this, please understand these are all rants.. they're just RANTS ok?)