holiday! at last!

oh goodness.. at last i can take my mind off things!

Laporan magang sudah beres..
tadi udah diuji..
Tema skripsi udah dapet, dan mudah"an bisa digoalkan..

dan skarang gw boleh mulai mikirin soal besok.. karena besok..

I'M GOING TO PARIS!!!

yiippeeeee!!!!!!

flight jam 3 sore Cathay pacific, transit di Bangkok, lalu straight to Charles de Gaulle! yiihaaaaa!!!!!
I'll be going with Cherie and his brother, Ryan. and we'll be staying at their uncle's home, the ambassade d'Indonesie pour france. hihihihi..
honestly still got no idea what to visit first or when we should go to London.. should we spend a week in france dulu atau gimana..

We'll think about that later lahh i'd like to take a nap now..
so relieved..

fiuuuuhhhh.. :)

the intern: the last week

this week is my last week in RI. hiks..

I've started to miss campus today. but it's going to feel weird to go back to campus when for the last 2.5 months this office had become the center of my world. I've grown accustiomed to riding the busway, coped with the hustle and bustle of jakarta's public transportation services. The people in RI had become my new friends, the people i spent most time of the day with. and I've found the joy of working too.

It's going to feel like walking backwards.

hehehe

Di bagian special thanks di laporan magang i wrote these words for RI:

You have not only offered guidance to knowledge, examples of proessionalism and hardwork, but also a heartful of friendship i'll always treasure and take pride of.

keren ga?? :p
on the last day here Prio and I are going to throw a Barbecue party for RI.
hope it'll be a blast.

the longer i wind down this road
the more i question
anxiously
is it near
is it waiting for me
will our reunion be
true

i'd run
oh, i'd run
if only i'd known

amongst all these faces
which one that is
you

kikie

my grandfather's birthday's coming up soon. And my aunt said there've been offers from his (oooooold) lady friends to provide food for the luncheon he'll be throwing. He also has this fan in the u.s An old widow who calls often at least once every 3 days and send him books and food supplements. At 79, my grandfather is a famed widower. Adored and chased in an old widowy manner by the women. Even my late grandmum's friends flirt with him.

He's probably the most loving man i've ever known. He's a hardworker and a silent philosopher. Most of his time spent reading and writing down his thoughts, mainly on economics, politics and foreign affairs. Although he was never in politics he was quite influential back in the 70s-i suppose seeing that he was an ambassador for UK. He was never pompouos or arrogantly authoritative to people, even those who showed him servitude. I myself had not realized the grandeur of his career until in highschool i found a friend who adored him so much and named some of his accomplishments, of which i don't have a clue. I've only thought it's bizarre how everyone seemed to know or heard of him, and seem to adore him too.

For me, he's just my dear ol' granddad and that fact made me overlook everything else. For me he's this big and tall man, my father's father. Who taught me how to select books and pens and notebooks even before my mum taught me how to pick clothes. Who taught me there are things beyond measure i can achieve with dedicated effort. Who taught me to care for the unfortunates and give generosity to every being. Whose love to my grandmum was as big as the world itself, as dynamic nevertheless unmoved as it spins on it's orbit. Who never said much beyond the caress on my head he so oftenly gave me, and an adoring gaze which preceded the 'i love you' he said as i clasped his chest like a baby koala to it's mother.

For me, he's simply my grandfather, whom i love, loves me and taught me how to love.

On my 17th birthday, he wrote to me:

Dearest Jinitya,
there are three types of lovers:
One, who love themseleves
Two, whose love changes with the season; and
Three, Whose love, love others too, and someone who you love forever
The
third is the noblest.

With Love,
Kikie

He's describing himself in that third lover, and since i was little i have set the standard for the man whom i'd love and spend my entire life with, that is to be like my grandfather.

LONDON!!!

i just got the UK visa..

oh yeah!! i'm goin'!!!!!!!!!

still waiting for the visa for france sih.. tp my mom said harusnya sih dapet kalo uk udah dapet..

YIPPPEEEEE!!!!

august 22nd! cant wait to board that plane!!! :D

hospitalized

nyehehehehehe
i was hospitalized yesterday.. gara gara.. dehidrasi! :D



hm.. sebenernya sih dehidrasinya gara" diare.. alias mencri.. ahhaha ngga elit banget deh ah :p anyway, gw diare 3 hari sampe mata gw celong kekurangan cairan. Pas ke dokter gw dirujuk ke RS supaya diinfus!

dan gw ini orang yang saangat takut sama jarum.. alhamdulillah gw jarang sakit berat juga jadi trakhir kali gw diambil darah itu kira" 5 tahun yang lalu kali ya.. udah lama bagnet deh pokoknya. tapi tiap kali gw diambil darah kata nyokap muka gw jadi ijo (bukan, gw bukannya mau berubah jadi hulk), trs putih dan gemeteran. mangkanya gw histeris juga kemaren dibilang mesti diinfus. apalagi temen" gw yang diinfus bilang suka mesti ditusuk berkali" sampe pas kena diurat.

tapi pak dokter bilang "eh kalo ga diinfus dan semakin dehidrasi kamu bisa pingsan lho,bahkan jantungmu bisa berhenti!"

**Aampun dokter..

yawis dehh.. pasrah aja kita..
dan gue pun dibawa ke UGD RSPI.

UGDnya PW, bersih kaya di singapur..
mas mas perawat yang nyuntik gw pun ganteng dan baik. namanya Ujang Rasjo. Sunda pisan... hati gw agak tenang. he seems to know what he's doing too.
dan jarum pun dimasukkan ke tangan gw..

-CROOTT-



WOW! NGGA SAKIT!!

AAHHAHAHAHA norak abis deh.. padahal nyokap gw udah buat pengumuman di UGD itu bahwa 'anak saya ini gawat deh udah segede gitu takut banget sama jarum suntik". sampe perawat-perawat itu pada nenangin gw, (yang sebenernya tetep tenang meski hati deg"an), nyuruh nyanyi, dll. malu bo'..

untungnya ga pake diopname sih.. :p

hah! i conquered the infus!! :D

this very very old game

..called Love, or to be brutally honest, LUST

Something i had not participated in the true sense until recently. Something i think i am truly blessed to have experienced even if the outcome might not be as i wanted it to be. But there, i've learned new twists in the mind of men. And for what it's worth i am pleased for every tingle, every leaping heartbeat, and eerie sensations it brought me. ;p

totally worth it!

what do you do when a decent and almost perfect guy likes you but you doubt you can return his feelings? (2)

i said No..

and then i feel like the biggest bitch all week,
then i try to make our friendship go on, although it seems harder for him which is understandable, and then i start liking someone else who's someone else's someone who's etc. etc. .. (intinya: ribet deh!)


YEAH
life's TRAGIC sometimes..

i wanna get hitched :p

takor, 14.30 pm

Ayu : eh, lo pengen ngga sih jadi wakil presiden?
Manda : lo mau jadi wakil gue??
Ayu : Laahh?
MAnda : iya , gue mah ogah gue mau jadi presidennya aja..hahahah
Jinit : kalo gue pengennya kawin

gyahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaaha!

then again, i did not say nikah ya.. xp
ngga deing.. harus nikah dulu dong.. hahaha